the fear that you’re unlovable and you’ll die alone
“why can’t you remember anything?” i’m sorry i dissociate 80% of the fucking time and my memory is awful lol
I am not the kind of girl that people want to keep. I am good for temporary use, good for a little change, never good to keep, never really to stay.
๐๐ก๐ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐จ๐๐ฅ๐๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฌ: ๐ฌ๐จ๐๐ข๐๐ญ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐๐ข๐ ๐ง๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฒ๐๐ฌ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฑ๐ข๐ ๐๐จ๐๐ข๐๐ฌ.
๐ผ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐๐ข๐โ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ ๐๐, ๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก ๐ โ๐๐ก โ๐ข๐๐ก๐ . ๐โ๐๐ก ๐ผ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐ ๐๐๐๐กโ๐๐๐ ๐ก๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐ ๐๐๐๐ข๐ก. ๐ด๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐กโ๐๐ก ๐๐๐ก๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ก ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ , ๐๐ข๐ก ๐๐ข๐๐๐๐๐ .
๐ผโ๐๐ ๐๐๐ค๐๐ฆ๐ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐ฃ๐๐๐ฆ ๐
All my life I was a crybaby. I wanted nothing more than to be mentally strong, to have power over my thoughts and actions, but I never wanted it to be in this way.
I don’t feel like being right now, I just want to go away from myself but I don’t know how